Just to give a little insight to the "Jeckle and Hyde" effect -- back when I used to smoke, I had quit MANY times. I was a "sneak cheat" and this always kept me from "staying quit". For example: I once decided to smoke after having been quit almost 8 weeks. I was in my own apartment, yet went into my bathroom, closed the door, turned on the exhaust fan, stood on the toilet...and "snuck a smoke". Embarrassing but true.
So in the brief 5 days since I began writing this blog, I've not quite had the proverbial "rubber hitting the road" happen yet and I HAVE to confess just a few things right now, as tomorrow will be another day for improvement. I have had 2 opportunities to have cycled and 1 to exercise at home - (that would have been today) - and I found "reasons" not to. Not only that, but two of my favorite "yummies" came across my path today...and I caved: Sweet Roll this morning
and Pecan Pie tonight. UGH! 
Ok...confession over. Oddly, where I would usually be beating myself up and thinking about ending this blog because it is starting off in such a " non fabulous way"...I actually feel excited and motivated! I'm PUMPED baby - tomorrow IT IS ON!
Let me share a positive awesomeness -- my dear husband Larry Wayne went out on the high seas of the Atlantic today with his friend Darryl. Why he caught us dinner - cooked it up - and even had enough for friends! I sure do love him!
Oh! One more thing....I've not done my "before" pic...THAT has been quite intentional. Ok..Ok...one more confession -- I LOVE taking my own selfies -- always from the "right angle" if you know what I mean. I realize that to be authentic...I'm going to have to do a non-angled picture and have flatly chickened out. TOMORROW is the day!
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